Ini pertama klinya dlm idup gw harus ngulang kuliah. PELATIHAN I. Di saat ampir semua tmn gw dapet bagus2 (kecuali Atied haha), bahkan si Ivan sekalipun dgn polosnya bilang "Duh, PPSDM yaa, uhm gw cuman dapet B+ tuh, UTS gw 90, UAS gw 70. Yaah, padahal harusnya A- tuuh"
SEBeL!! NGULANG berarti wastin' my time n my energy. Ngga ada dlm rencana juga... Padahal maw segera lulus dari sini... Yaah maw gmn lagee... Mungkin terpaksa semester 7 pelatihan dobel.. Bisa ambil skripsi gak yaa?!
Seorang tman bilang belajar bersyukur aj, pasti ada rencana TUhan buat gw. Uhm , dah lama bgt gak denger kata2 itu. Biasanya waktu masih di skul pasti ada yg akan bilang gitu waktu gw lagi ada masalah. Malemnya pas sate dari... (lupa..!!), pokoknya bilang (inget!! mZm 118:15-24) "hari ini adalah hari yg telah dijadikan TUhan, mari kita bersorak sorai..." (yah kira2 bgitu bunyinya) Ada lage satu ayat yg kena bgt "...Tuhan telah menghajar aku dgn keras, namun aku tidak binasa..."
Waa bwt gw itu negur bgt. Ya kira2 gw ngerasa Tuhan "menghajar" gw dgn nilai jelek krn gw ngga belajar gitu.. Tapi yg pasti gw masih bisa kan jalanin idup gw (laah emank parah bgt yak?!)
Yang pasti emank salah gw c yg males bgt belajar hapalan mate kyk gitu... Moga2 taun dpn bisa dapet A hihi... Amin.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
ChaSe mY dReaM...
It was childhood period when I realized that I like music. No, I love music anyway. I thank God for He gave me sensitive ears to hear the amazing sound around me, especially beautiful song. For being acquainted with the tune, follow the rhythm, and also to play the instrument too.
But it doesn’t enough for me. I still strive myself for being the professional musician. I ever since I was in school to have a band. I imagined we were playing together, I was the keyboardist, or even vocalist too. Anyway, it never been done. I was just a little pianist in church and a stagnant keyboardist at my campus’ Christian fellowship, even till now.
I think my progress didn’t happen significantly. I even bore while my ears meet the sound of music I’ve played. I still the admirer of the one who can amaze me, who can satisfy my ears’ desire. Wherever I am, one thing that I want is to be like them, playing the awesome music. In the other side I did the reverse. I underestimated with the below musician. Yeah actually I conceited, arrogant, always compare my self with others. I know finally why I never been satisfied, and what the main point I should chase first. I should try to receive my self whatever I am. I should throw away the pressure for being the best at people’s eyes. I should stop to compare my self with others’ style. Maybe someday I’ll find my dream for being professional in my perception. Just do my own style.
But it doesn’t enough for me. I still strive myself for being the professional musician. I ever since I was in school to have a band. I imagined we were playing together, I was the keyboardist, or even vocalist too. Anyway, it never been done. I was just a little pianist in church and a stagnant keyboardist at my campus’ Christian fellowship, even till now.
I think my progress didn’t happen significantly. I even bore while my ears meet the sound of music I’ve played. I still the admirer of the one who can amaze me, who can satisfy my ears’ desire. Wherever I am, one thing that I want is to be like them, playing the awesome music. In the other side I did the reverse. I underestimated with the below musician. Yeah actually I conceited, arrogant, always compare my self with others. I know finally why I never been satisfied, and what the main point I should chase first. I should try to receive my self whatever I am. I should throw away the pressure for being the best at people’s eyes. I should stop to compare my self with others’ style. Maybe someday I’ll find my dream for being professional in my perception. Just do my own style.
Kenapa menggeliat...?!
Coba tebak, kenapa namanya menggeliat?! Haha... bagi yang bisa tebak akan ada "kado istimewa" (semua boleh tebak, kecuali Atied) ^0^ hehe....
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