It was childhood period when I realized that I like music. No, I love music anyway. I thank God for He gave me sensitive ears to hear the amazing sound around me, especially beautiful song. For being acquainted with the tune, follow the rhythm, and also to play the instrument too.
But it doesn’t enough for me. I still strive myself for being the professional musician. I ever since I was in school to have a band. I imagined we were playing together, I was the keyboardist, or even vocalist too. Anyway, it never been done. I was just a little pianist in church and a stagnant keyboardist at my campus’ Christian fellowship, even till now.
I think my progress didn’t happen significantly. I even bore while my ears meet the sound of music I’ve played. I still the admirer of the one who can amaze me, who can satisfy my ears’ desire. Wherever I am, one thing that I want is to be like them, playing the awesome music. In the other side I did the reverse. I underestimated with the below musician. Yeah actually I conceited, arrogant, always compare my self with others. I know finally why I never been satisfied, and what the main point I should chase first. I should try to receive my self whatever I am. I should throw away the pressure for being the best at people’s eyes. I should stop to compare my self with others’ style. Maybe someday I’ll find my dream for being professional in my perception. Just do my own style.
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